stevek1969
Money List Winner
Thing is with handicaps it should reflect how you are playing in the current time unless you havent played for 6 months then it could be false. There is this American guy who offers darts advice which is called Flight school. In that he says you should never compete with yourself as it only leads to disappointment and when you do beat yourself then you strive to beat it again and in doing so you will fail more than you achieve. So its important to not compare yourself to old and just play to the current game and do your best in that and as you havent set yourself to try and beat your personal best for example you should take something positive out of it.
Some good word of wisdom and you are 100% correct i'm just crap now,lol. I just enjoy going out and playing to be honest my hanidcap is what it is the scores never lie.