Orikoru
Tour Winner
And you should know that not everyone's brain is going to work the same way. Part of the fun for me is trying to make the best score I can, so if you take that element away, it is slightly less fun. I'm competitive, always challenging myself and I can't just turn that off like a switch. Even at the driving range, I never used to bother going until I discovered Trackman ranges where you can play a virtual course and get a score - just hitting balls without purpose or meaning is boring.You do know that golf, at our level is a hobby and meant to be fun and relaxing (to a point). Maybe you are too uptight with too many thoughts going on in your head and this is what is holding you back. Try and go out without scoring and try and relax a bit more, maybe scores and technique will improve without you trying to force things.
I don't even know if it would be possible for me to play without 'scoring' to some degree. I would know in my head if I made a par, bogey or double regardless.